Monday, May 21, 2007

Sunday Scribblings #4 - Masks

When I was profoundly depressed, my good friend LIna, who was my
guardian angel in India, taught me two important things:

1. She continually encouraged me to "fake it till you make it"

2. To respond to my moods by embracing the mantra "act as if"

I made a dligent effort to try be serious about these applying these lessons. At first I felt like an imposter, and that I deserved an honorary Oscar for my dramtic performances.

Sometimes I felt lost behind this mask, shocked at the character I so often needed to play. Other times I had to go without it, exposing my truth, simply honouringthe necessity of my emotional state.

Very rarely now do I need my mask. It's always handy, though. But nowadays I don't need to do so much "faking" and "acting". My peace and joy now are drawn from a genuine well. The other day Gwen pointed that out to me. It reminded me of how far I've come.

Mmmmm....so satisfying.....

3 comments:

  1. Jenn,
    Well done...thanks for that. There is some very appropriate lessons hre!
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  2. "Fake it 'til you make it."

    These are words of wisdom.

    Thanks!

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